Today, bring me beautiful joy which my heart has need to see and feel and hold and cultivate. Today, bring back my youth which has been squandered and eschewed in dark places and unholy hell. Today, give me love to give out like coriander and flax seed to those who need it most, those baking bread or curries without their heads about them. Today, give me you, today give me me, today, I need so much I shake.